Hey, I think that I might be moving out of my house 6 months.  I think that I am going to be going to this school called “Full Sail”  I have been thinking about it for something like a month now, and the more I think about it the better it sounds.  They have something like 78% job placement within 3 or 4 months of graduation into a major gaming company.  (Since I ultimately want to type code for a major gaming company, this seems like a good plan.)  I hate going to school at North Shore Community, and I have always hated traditional schooling.  As a matter of fact, I stopped going to North Shore about 2 weeks ago because I hated it so much.  It was my stupid x-girlfriends idea for me to go there anyway, so way to go, fucked me over again.  But anyway, I think that this will be the best thing for me, because I’ll be out on my own, and I won’t have any choice but to do well and work hard.  Plus while I’m out there I will not have to be working so much because my car will be paid off, and I’ll be able to concentrate more on my school work.  On top of that, everything at this school is relative.  Meaning that, the math courses I have to take will relate to what I need to know in order to code games.  In other words I won’t feel like I’m doing busywork and I’ll understand why I am learning what I am at the time.  That should give me more motivation to do the work.  Where as with all of my schooling up until now the work was like “do it now, don’t need to know why, just do it because you are suppose to” (I don’t do very well like that)  So I have to call the school today and talk to them about the whole math thing, because most of programming is math, and I have never been good at math.  But I think that I was never good at math because I never knew why I was learning it, and therefore and little to no motivation to do it.  So anyway after I talk with them, I'm going to call my dad, and then he is going to call them to set up a date to visit the school.  I already told my dad that I will be willing to take out student loans in order to help pay for it.  The school is like $50,000.00. So… umm, yea… lots of money…  Pretty exciting, really scary.  I have more to say but I have to go to work.  Lata for now.

        I’m back, and stuff has actually happened since I last posted.  First off, I got a promotion at work! Awesome right? Well… Kinda.  The thing is that in order for me to accept it I needed to start working full time.  Now, I don’t mind working full time, I really enjoy my job, but I have to go to school full time too.  To make a long story short, I have accepted and now I make more Money, plus I'm working more hours, so my next check should be very nice, which makes me very happy.  Full time school and work is hard though.  I really don’t even have time to be typing this, but I don’t want to forget about it so I'm forcing myself to write every once and a while.  I'm getting through it though, it’s no walk through the park, but in the end it’ll be worth it.

        Anyway, about work… On Friday, I go into work like I always do, and I sit down at a desk (I share a desk with someone else and he doesn’t leave until three and I get there at two, so I have to wait for him to leave before I get to sit at my desk.) and start the PC when the guy beside me (no names) says that he talked to one of my customers and set up a $1000.00 sale.  If he made the sale wouldn’t mind splitting the commission, but the company has strict rules on when we split commissions and when we don’t, and in this case my supervisors told me that I don’t.  Anyway, what I’m getting to, is that this guy comes up to me on Sunday and just starts flipping out, telling me that half of it is his, and that I have no dignity stealing it from him.  First of all this was my customer.  Now… I’m not one to cheat, steal, or lie, and when someone accuses me of it, I get pretty pissed. 
At the same time, I can keep my cool, so didn’t flip out.   I let him do that in front of the supervisor, and, well… he’s not getting it.       

        This girl started to work in the same department as me a few weeks ago (once again no names).  I don’t know anything about her, but she has an awesome smile, and she seems like someone that I could really get along with.

        I got my car starter installed.  Now that it’s fixed, it’s so works awesome!  When the guy first installed it, the alarm would sound any time I did anything, opened the doors, started it, or whatever.  So tonight I had an appointment to have it fixed.  I had one of my coworkers pick me up after I dropped if off and bring me back to work.  He was supposed to bring me back at the end of the night, but he’s an idiot and forgot, and tried to sneak out of work early without punching out.  So I was stuck, and late.  The guy fixing the starter was waiting for me so that he could go home.  I ended up asking the girl I mentioned earlier for a ride, she said she yes, but she was getting a ride herself, and I was late.  I ended up going with this other buddy of mine from work, because I felt bad for making the installation guy wait for me.

        Omg, its 1:00 am and I have school at 8:30.  I g2g, lata!

        Aight, here I go again… yesterday after my complaining entry, my buddy Brandon called me to hang out.  As I was leaving my house to go over his, my mom told me that she would pay for me if I went tanning with her, and she would pay for a haircut (That I needed soooo badly).  So After I was at Brandon’s house for a while and waiting for my mom to call me on my cell phone to let me know that she was ready to go.  I had never gone tanning before so I went in for 10 minutes.  Didn’t get any tan or burn or anything, but I guess you have to go a couple times before you notice a difference.  I didn’t have time to get a hair cut because I was suppose to be heading back to Brandons house to meet up with him and his GF to go to Applebee’s and the movie.  When we finished eating Brandon’s GF, Tina, had a coupon to get the appetizer we ordered for free.  The manager tried to tell us that he couldn’t accept it for some stupid fucking reason and made a big deal out of the whole thing.  We ended up using it anyway, but only after we threatened to call the corporate office (Brandons Idea).  Ok… anyway… the move, we saw “Big Fish”.  I have two words that sum up the movie…. Very Odd.”  It wasn’t bad, but it was kind of slow, and really weird.  But hey, it was better than sitting on my ass in my room all night.

        So earlier today, I called my buddy John to see if he wanted to go to this new place called “The Big Dog” he said he would but he would call me by 4:00 with a definite answer.  I told him to invite who ever he wanted.  I planed on inviting Brandon once I got the ok from John.  Well…. 4:30 rolls around and John calls back, says that he is still busy working.  I was like, aright that cool.  I really didn’t mind, I know that he is busy and shit.  I’m a really easy-going person so its all good.
       

        Now… here I am, at home typing this stupid thing up again.  Pretty board. Yea…. Aight, lata.

My life sux.  I have nothing to do.  I sit at my computer day in and day out, with nothing to do.  I know many people but I only have three friends, they are my best and only friends, but they have many other friends and I fear that I might become annoying if I call them as often as I would like.  I would like to have a GF, someone who I can call on a daily basis and not have to worry about becoming annoying to, but I am never in the position to meet new people.  I'm broke, board, tired, hungry, and cold.  I feel like I want to complain, I think about shooting myself all too often, yet I know that I do not have the balls to actually go through with it(nor do I really want to)  I just wish my life was different.  I wish people were different.  I only hate one or two specific people, and I don’t have any enemies.  I hate people in general, as a race.  As smart as we are, I find the human race to be a disgustingly selfish, ignorant, power hungry, dishonest, self centered, people.  I do my best to try and be happy when around strangers.  I hold doors, and say thank you, I smile regularly and try to look into peoples eyes when I talk to them.  On rare occasion do I get a smile back or a thank you in return.  When I do it usually seems to be of someone’s habit rather than a sincere thank you.  I am getting to the point that feel as though I hate the world, and I want to die, but I am stuck living in this miserable place.  Maybe the world is falling to shit Maybe I expect too much from people.  Maybe I think too much.  Whatever it is I'm not very happy right now.  Maybe I’ll be over it tomorrow.

        Christmas was good, spent all my money and now I'm broke, but I got just about everything I was hoping for too.  My favorite thing is yet to be finished, and that is my remote car starter.  I have an appointment to have it installed on the 28^th.  I'm wicked excited, because I hate the cold.
       

        This new place opened up right near my house called The Dog.  I haven’t been there yet but it seems pretty cool.  I guess they have like 500 or something TV’s, a bunch of pool tables, and arcade games and shit like that.  I was thinking about going this Friday if I can get some of my buddies to come too.  It will probably just end up being another stupid 18+ place, where moron kids go to hang out, but I guess I’ll give it a chance.

        kind of weird but, when I first broke up with “The Fuckup”, I spent almost all of my time online, just chatting with different people and getting shit off my chest.  During that time I DLed a program called EyeballChat, (which is a cam/chat program) and started talking to this girl one night.  We have been chatting ever since, and now we even talk on the phone and I even refer to her as a friend of mine.  So anyway, I just thought it was weird because even though we have never met (because she lives in Wisconsin and I live in Massachusetts); we have become pretty good friends.  She knows all kinds of shit about me, my friends, and my family. And vice-versa.  I never thought that an actual friendship could happen from someone I met online.

        Work has been great, I have been making sales almost everyday, and that should (once again) pull me out of this money rut from Christmas.  The last check I got was for $303.48, and my car insurance bill came in the same day and it was for $301.00.  So I was like… great, I get a buck and change.

        I have been out of school for vacation, but I was suppose to sign up for next semesters classes, but my Dad still has not paid for last semester and I certainly do not have the money to pay for it, so the school put a hold on my account until they receive payment.  The thing is, my Dad sent in a check on time, but they just never received it.  We called the school and they want him to go to the school to settle it, but he is wicked busy, and has not had a chance to get down there and fix it yet.  I still have time though and I'm sure he’ll get it done.

        As far as the store goes, hopefully with my next check I’ll be able to keep enough of it to start put some money back into the store and start it up again.  We’ll see what happens though.

        It’s been a while so I'm sure there is more that went on.  If I remember anything I’ll be back.

I’m trying not to forget about this thing, so here I go again.  As usual, not much has been going on.  I did fine in all my classes and they are all over now, and I have to sign up for new classes after Christmas.  

Work has been good, the past three days I have made a sale each.

We put up our Christmas tree, then we were sitting down after we were done decorating it, when all of a sudden, BOOM.  Tree fell.  That was pretty crappy, because a lot of our sentimental ornaments broke, but were over it.

I went to a party last Friday.  It was my first time in a while, nothing crazy though, very laid back, just chill.  Nicole’s boyfriends sister, just got her own house, and we went over to celebrate.  She said that in the summer they will be having parties often, so that should be fun.  It was kind of weird at first though, because it was the first time I have been drunk at the same party as my sisters. lol pretty funny too though.

People just left my house like 15 – 20 minutes ago.  This kid Scott from my work was supposed to show up tonight, but he didn’t.
Also, I got my Christmas gift from Tina tonight.  It’s cool.

My store has been has been dropped for a while, because of a few reasons.  One, it was the end of the semester, and I had a shit-load of work to do.  Two, my sister had been in the hospital for a while.  Three, I ran out of cash to buy new merchandise because of Christmas. And Thee… actually, I think that’s it.

Aight, think that’s most everything. Night.

Once again, its been a while since I last wrote.  Most everything in my store sold, and I should be getting a good amount of positive feed back coming in soon.  I have had an awesome idea for a new store.  So I'm just going to change the existing store over to my new idea.  Right now it’s still being done over so there is nothing for sale.

        Today at work the computers were all down, so I just sat around and talked with everyone for like 5 hours.  Then they finally decided to close the building.  The cool thing is… because today is the day after thanksgiving I only had to work 5 hours and I got paid for an 8 hour shift.

        The day before Thanksgiving my buddy Brandon and I went up to Killington to snowboard.  It was pretty good fun.  A lot of the trails were closed, but we had a good time anyway.  Half way through the day I cought the back edge of the board and slammed the back of my head into a patch of ice.  I blacked out for like a second, and thought that I may have had a concussion.  I got up and kept boarding, hoping for the best.  Turned out that I was fine.  Came home with quite the headache, but nothing more.

        My thanksgiving was “Filling”.  Played Pictionary with my mom, sisters, aunt and grandmother for like 2 hours. lol.

Aight well be back lata. Bye.

Last week I decided to try and start up a store on eBay.  I’ve sold items on eBay before so I am familiar with how everything works.  My problem was that I never had a constant supply of products to sell.  I just found a company that can supply me with great stuff for wicked cheap.  Now I can put the stuff up on eBay, at good prices.  I sold my first item the next morning.  I have it set up so that when some one bids on something, buys something, or sends the money to my PayPal account I will get a text message on my cell phone.  So I was sitting in math class taking a test when all of a sudden my phone starts to vibrate.  I take out my phone and sure enough my first item is sold!  Tomorrow I am going to a Flea Market with my sister Natalie and I'm going to see if I can find any good stuff for cheap money, just to ad some extras to the list of products.  Well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed.  Wish me luck.

P.S.
There is a link to the store on my web page, for anyone who wants to look at the stuff.  Don't forget that I am going to be adding new products regularly, so check back soon and often.  Aight, I'm going to bed.

        So far this has been a good weekend, and about time too.  On Friday, after school, I went I bought a whole bunch of stuff for my new eBay Store.  I should have it up as soon as I get the merchandise.  Then on yesterday I got up and went to the flea market in my city. (I didn’t even know we had one)  It turned out that it was wicked stupid.  It was more like a small yard sale than a flea market.  There was only like 10 tables, and there was nothing worth a dime.  So I didn’t buy anything there, but Next Sat. I am going to Revear with my sister Natalie.  I guess there is a flea market there that is pretty good.  Anyway, last night I went to play pool and then went to see the Matrix Revolution, which was a very good movie, with my friends John, Mike, and Crispy.  (We call him Crispy because we know 2 Chris’s and his name begins with a B.  So it’s like Chris-B.)  Ok... Whatever, after the movie (like 12:30) I went Wendy's because I was starving.  Then I came home and Web camed/chatted with this girl for a while, and then I went to bed.  I guess I'll Just have to wait and see what today will bring. Lata.